Until recently, I thought that God's purpose for bringing me to Cornell was to start a Christian organization which not only serves to bring salvation and Jesus Christ's love to all, but also serves as a powerful force for the Lord's hand and his miracles.
Now, I know the reason as to why I'm in the boonies of Ithaca: so I won't be distracted by Maryland, friends from back home, and even living my Christian life through group settings (you know what I'm talking about, going to praise and worship nights or prayer vigils, praying and worshiping up a storm, and not doing the same thing by yourself, i.e. a Group Christian). I go to Cornell, almost eight hours away from my home, so I won't be comfortable where I am in my relationship with Him, so I will thirst and seek Him more, consistently and continuously. And to learn truly how to love others so different from myself.
God's purpose was that I have an intimate relationship with Him by myself, without any distractions. Instead of me feeling validated by other Christians, He has shown me that I must seek His approval. I want to. He did this so I could really know Him. Seek His beautiful heart. To gaze upon the wondrous Lord's face.
I'm excited about this new chapter.
I'm ready.
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