Deep Revelation: I love my life

This came as a surprise to me as I was sitting here in my room, typing up  my internship essays and listening to 'I Love Your Presence' by Bethel Church. I didn't expect to come to this realization, I thought me loving my life was a given, I mean, who doesn't love their life really? And then I remembered a time not so long ago when I hated myself and hated my life. 

That was a really hard time in my life because I only temporarily loved myself (when I looked good), temporarily loved my life (only when it was going according to my plans), temporarily loved people (when they said nice things and didn't annoy me), and etc. It just occurred to me, that now that I know Jesus Christ, I don't feel temporary happiness. I am literally always satisfied and content. 

Sometimes I get stressed or down, but I never can bring myself to complain thoroughly about it as I used to because I know that I am pleased with the course that my life is now taking and thoroughly happy with the fact that God is using me as a vessel and that He straight up speaks through me to get to others and speaks to me.

Just feeling too blessed and content.

I love you,  and so does Jesus. He loves you more actually, way more than I ever could.

Ps- here is I Love Your Presence by Bethel Church

Enjoy