Embarrassing Moments

Okay. So, I'm awkward. I'm awkward and I'm a Christian. Christian and awkward. Most people don't see me as awkward. I'm cool with that.

However, I am not cool with how many embarrassing moments I have been having as of late. I don't mind my daily trips around school, and I don't mind stuttering in my sentences. What I do mind is that my embarrassing moments have been increasing quite steadily and rapidly in the extreme embarrassing category called "How Embarrassing." The thing about me is that I don't get embarrassed easily. I used to. Not anymore. Like recently I was the co-host of a fashion show and me and the other co-host were on stage for like 10 mins not really speaking. I knew that was embarrassing, yet I wasn't embarrassed in the slightest. But the fact of the matter is, why, WHY are my embarrassing moments increasing in magnitude? Like I realize these things would cause the average person to cringe like a baby, but it doesn't affect me like that.